A Large Portion of 2019 was spent "completing" The Chroma Museum, artistic renderings of historical LGBTQI figures/organizations/allies predominantly pre-Stonewall. If interested please visit : thestephenmeadchromamuseum.weebly.com/
2019 was fortuitous in the fact that editors continued to accept work used in collage-films and sound-collages but which had not appeared in print. A case in point for this is Randal Burd from “Sparks of Calliope” even nominating one of these pieces for a Pushcart Prize! I am very thankful for this and for the phenomenon that words/poems continue to arrive beyond my white-out squalls of writer’s block, that static fog creaking with age like the rest of me. This has happened while, for the past couple of years actually changing how I write: longhand, except for fragments on sticky notes, going more by the wayside as I sit facing a blank windows document, without even a cigarette in hand, right at a monitor. To go from being nicotine-fueled where each drag seemed to draw the work forth and find myself more just sitting there, staring, having language plod out, plink-plop with the keys, is perhaps more physically healthy while making the experience of creativity less of an organic compulsion. I have no idea if I or the work is any better for becoming such a structurally-enforced ritual. I only know I must take it as it comes, still as if I am a vessel, just with more cracks in the glaze.
The Cats of Claudel, Dark Angel, Giddy Wrecks, Beard Burns, Angels Falling in “Agony Opera”, (LINK BROKEN) https://www.agonyopera.com/blog-2404-2476250924822455/five-pomes-stephen-mead
the_cats_of_claudel.pdf
The Cats of Claudel, sound collage download, https://store.cdbaby.com/cd/stephenmead6
dark_angel.pdf
Dark Angel, sound collage download, https://store.cdbaby.com/cd/stephenmead4
Video Version: https://vimeo.com/115116151
giddy_wrecks.pdf
Giddy Wrecks, video version, https://youtu.be/uOrO2yh-Txo
beard_burns.pdf
Beard Burns, sound-collage download, https://store.cdbaby.com/cd/stephenmead2
Beard Burns as poetry-art hybrid: beard_burns_3_31_k_p_we_open__merge.jpg
angels_falling_2018.pdf
Angels Falling, Video Version, https://youtu.be/EXldB35NR4w
The Bravery of Being, Rise in “Rabid Oak”, https://rabidoak.com/issues/issue-10/two-by-stephen-mead/
Dog Tag in “River & South”, https://riverandsouth.com/index.php/2019/01/03/dog-tag-by-stephen-mead/
Poetry-art hybrid: dog_tag_with_image_6_x_4_cropped.jpg
Sophie, Bars, Nerves in “Mojave Heart”, (Links Broken, Poem files uploaded)
https://mojaveheart.com/issue-10/, https://mojaveheart.com/bars/ , https://mojaveheart.com/nerves/ , https://mojaveheart.com/sophie/
sophie_as_pdf.pdf
bars_2016_revision_pdf_version.doc
nerves_2018_pdf_version.pdf
Night Watch in “Hypnopomp”, https://hypnopompblog.wordpress.com/2019/01/31/night-watch-stephen-mead
Night Watch, video version, https://youtu.be/vpWhoDssrnE
Estuary Heaven in “Words for the Wild”, https://wordsforthewild.co.uk/?page_id=4849
Clapping, Three Muses Have I in “October Hill Magazine”,
Archive Section: Winter 2018 published Feb. 2019, Spring 2019, Summer 2019
www.octoberhillmagazine.com/archives
Clapping: drive.google.com/file/d/1Xtf9NFwO1M3zoIzCq5LugaCS50esXXeK/view
Three Muses Have I: drive.google.com/file/d/1Bq3sKbE5MY5Mg6HT4U4cpWMeNXlL7pPo/view
Poetry-art hybrid of "Three Muses Have I": three_muses_have_i_with_painting_8_x_11.jpg
Dimensionless and Something like Prayer, Something like Flight, Essay at “Bella Online”, http://www.bellaonline.com/review/issues/fall2018/nf002.html
Stand Off in “Visual Verse”, https://visualverse.org/submissions/stand-off/
“POWER” in Manticore: Hybrid Writing from Hybrid Identities, Sundress Publications, http://sundresspublications.com/manticore.pdf
Poetry-art hybrid: a_sane_humane_treatment_2__power_detail.jpg
Turing in From the Edge Poetry Magazine, (LINK BROKEN, fromtheedgepoetrymagazine.com
Film Version: https://vimeo.com/166580428
Turing document upload: turing.pdf
Foreign and Understanding Sylvia in Nine Mile Magazine (pages cut off in link), https://issuu.com/bobherz/docs/spring_2019_-_bookpatch2
foreign_2017.doc
understanding_sylvia.pdf
Understanding Sylvia as poetry-art hybrid: understanding_sylvia_with_three__muses_sylvia_detail_invert_8_x_10.jpg
Blue Monday, Incandescence, One Story of Reality in “Rosette Maleficarum”, https://rosettemaleficarum.wordpress.com/stephen-mead/
Surpassing the Verdict in “Stonewall’s Legacy”, https://www.amazon.com/Stonewalls-Legacy-Rita-Rusty-Rose/dp/1946157848
surpassing_the_verdict_2018.docx
Cradling Rage in “HIV Here & Now”, https://www.hivhereandnow.com/napowrimo-2019/nahivpowrimo-%C2%B1-april-2-2019/
Letter from Anywhere in “21st Century Flow”, https://rajdronamraju.wordpress.com/2019/06/02/21st-century-flow-issue-three/ https://www.flipsnack.com/21stCenturyFlow/21st-century-flow-issue-3-1.html https://rajdronamraju.files.wordpress.com/2019/06/21st-century-flow-issue-3-1.pdf
Moon Child & Rain Walk in “Selcouth Station”, https://www.selcouthstation.com/single-post/2019/05/29/PoetryArt-Moon-Child-and-Rain-Walk
moon_child_where_time_goes_6_x_4_mead.jpg
rain_walk_with_rain_walk_painting_8_x_11_black_ink.pdf
To Obsess Less in “Prolific Press”, https://www.amazon.com/Poetry-Quarterly-Spring-Contributing-Poets/dp/1632751763
to_obsess_less_2018.docx
Face, Hand in “First Literary Review-East”, May issue, http://rulrul.4mg.com/index_59.html
Poetry-art hybrid: face_hand_with_remember_me_6_x_4_2016_merge.jpg
On the Beach in “Clockwise Cat Issue 40”, (Link Broken, Doc Below)
on_the_beach_2017_revision_clockwise_cat_issue_40_mailed_myself_link.pdf
https://www.yumpu.com/en/document/read/62321057/clockwise-cat-issue-40
The Layover (Bellies on the Breeze) in “Cabinet of Heed”, https://cabinetofheed.com/2019/09/07/the-layover-bellies-on-the-breeze-stephen-mead/
From a Burn Unit and (now, in this stillness) in “Bonnie’s Crew”, https://issuu.com/bonnieandcrew/docs/bonnie_s_crew_-_issue_4_-_august_2019
https://issuu.com/bonnieandcrew/docs/bonnie_s_crew_-_issue_5_-_october_2019
(now, in this stillness) sound-collage, https://store.cdbaby.com/cd/stephenmead5
(now, in this stillness) video version, https://youtu.be/Evsto3VC-9Y
The Quintessence of Fire in “Nightingale & Sparrow”, Heat issue,
http://nightingaleandsparrow.com/the-quintessence-of-fire/
Youtube link to "The Quintessence of Fire", www.youtube.com/watch?v=UsVtzvBWT3M
The Driven and Voices Off in “Silver Pinion”, (Link Broken, Docs below)
voices_off.pdf
the_driven.pdf
https://www.silverpinion.org/2019/09/two-poems-by-stephen-mead.html
Worrying the Beads towards Something like Grace, essay in “Potato Soup Journal”, http://potatosoupjournal.com/tag/stephen-mead/
Getting Away in “Lamplit Underground Volume 2”, https://www.lamplitunderground.com/read
https://fliphtml5.com/dnitz/crzr/basic
Getting Away, sound-collage, https://store.cdbaby.com/cd/stephenmead6
Lamp Legacy in “Sparks of Calliope”, thank you to Randal Burd for this 2020 Pushcart nominee,
https://sparksofcalliope.wordpress.com/2019/09/26/lamp-legacy-by-stephen-mead/
Poetry-art hybrid: lamp_legacy_shadows_wall_merge.jpg
Lamp Legacy, video version: https://youtu.be/Hil3BW5VjzI
The Stones of Memory in “Recenter Press Poetry Journal issue two”, http://www.recenterpress.com/issue-two-stephen-mead.html
The Stones of Memory, sound-collage version, https://store.cdbaby.com/cd/stephenmead4
Wallflower (I), Tracks, Your Suicide, The Eternal March in “The Stray Branch”, pg. 214-217, http://www.thestraybranch.org/wp-content/uploads/2018/10/Binder1-TSB-FW-2018-3.pdf
https://www.amazon.com/Stray-Branch-Fall-Winter-2018/dp/1727397649
The Small Steps Towards Ascension in Marias at Sampaguitas, https://mariasatsampaguitas.wixsite.com/marias/post/poetry-by-stephen-mead
Lacyrmose d’amour in HIV Here & Now Anthology Nov. 2019, https://www.hivhereandnow.com/wad2019-poems/poem-12-%c2%b1-november-12-2019/
Celestial Freefalling, essay in “Beakful”, https://beakful.blogspot.com/2019/12/celestial-freefalling-by-stephen-mead.html
Ariel’s Mission and Star Dazed in “Academy of the Heart and Mind Magazine”, https://academyoftheheartandmind.wordpress.com/2019/12/21/three-poems-by-stephen-mead/
Ariel’s Mission, sound-collage version, https://store.cdbaby.com/cd/stephenmead5
Joan Again in "Wellington Street Review"
wellingtonstreetreview.com/2019/12/31/joan-again-stephen-mead/
sound-collage link: store.cdbaby.com/cd/stephenmead5